My point in this is really seeing just how depressed I was to let myself go in taking care of myself, my personal responsibilities. It's my fault of course, but I had no idea my depression could suck up so much mental energy you forget you're a U.S. citizen that pays bills.
I finished wrapping gifts for my Dad's Christmas company party. A bottle of Merlot and Starbucks Liquor. Lucky people they will be, unless my Dad wins the high spot in the Chinese auction. I'm impressed I got as much done as I did tonight, because I've been feeling complete vertigo and like I'm going to faint every time I move. I ate a bit for dinner, so it's not food related. I had no appetitite at all, but eating didn't change a thing. All I know is this couch I'm sitting on helps a whole lot=)