I had therapy today, and it went really well. I talked about my views on how my personality type predisposed me to my eating disorder, and how I didn't care to find the reason why it revolves around my body and food. As long as I'm not feeling like crap and crazy, I think I am handling things the best I can. Tomorrow when I see my pdoc, I need to let her now I've been restricting food (really unintentionally at times) and ask what tests I need to do to see that it's not affecting my health at the moment. I am most concerned about my heart. Having low blood pressure and a high resting heart rate don't sit well with me.
I'm also seeing my psychiatrist tomorrow, and will have to update her on everything as well. She's awesome, and couldn't have gotten a better person than her. This trip also benefits me, in that I can stop in at Starbucks:)
I'm feeling kind of icky tonight, like my head, and kind of my stomach. Its going around, and I've heard its no fun. *crosses fingers*