ED Deception: Can You Guess Where I Live?

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Can You Guess Where I Live?

Only in Maine...

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PTCJan 2, 2010 06:49 PM
AWESOME!! Or Massachussetts. That's wicked awesome!
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TigerJan 2, 2010 06:59 PM
BEST picture in a while. <3 it. and Maine. Awww. I miss Maine. My grandparents used to have a place about 20 miles north of Augusta. I've got an odd mix of Maine sensibility and word choice (wicked!) in my life. =)
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Eating AloneJan 3, 2010 04:50 AM
Crap it's 44 out right now. I've got the heater on, sweatpants 2 shirts, socks, warm footies and a blanket wraped around me.

I can't believe you live up there. I would freeze solid! Stay warm and stay off the wicked road.
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ghost girlJan 3, 2010 07:00 AM
oh i love this!!
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lisalisaJan 3, 2010 07:12 AM
this is so funny!!!!! Made me smile :)
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I Hate to WeightJan 3, 2010 01:14 PM
i love maine. in the summer.

do you ever wonder why we live in these crazy cold places? i want to go visit Eating Alone and suffer with 44 degrees.
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Tasty Health FoodJan 4, 2010 01:00 PM
Niiice. :)
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Deceive

is a general word applicable to any kind of misrepresentation affecting faith or life. To delude, primarily, is to make sport of, by deceiving, and is accomplished by playing upon one's imagination or credulity, as by exciting false hopes, causing to undertake or expect what is impracticable, and making failure ridiculous. It implies some infirmity of judgment in the victim, and intention to deceive in the deluder. But it is often used reflexively, indicating that a person's own weakness has made them the sport of others or of fortune; as, they deluded themselves with a belief that luck would always favor them. To mislead is to lead, guide, or direct in a wrong way, either willfully or ignorantly.

Dear Body

Its been one big roller coaster with you. I've been stuck with you for 20 years and I’m now realizing how to operate you in the appropriate, self loving, and kind way that I should be. I mess up still sometimes but I’m doing better. I've overfed you, left scars on you, starved you, ignored you, and took way too much damn time obsessing over you, and probably over expose you to the sun at times. I've wanted and tried to give up on you. But you are still here, and never have you given up on me.

You're there to physically show me what I'm going through, to let me feel my every action I choose to take. I make you not feel good on purpose, and its starting to take a toll on my soul. I’ve not been fair to you, and you deserve better, as we won't be parting from each other for quite some time, its the least you deserve. I’ve begun to heal you, but you are only part of me and fixing this part of me does not change what’s inside. I need to stop abusing you, stop confusing you and stop trying to escape you. I want to love you but some days find it so hard and difficult that I decide to sabotage you and think that it will make it better. I end up weak, shook up, and too tired to move after hurting you. You hate going through it. You know there are better and positive ways to recognize and deal with the pain of the past, present, and future anxieties, then to hurt you just to escape them for a moment.

You are beautiful and I want you to stay beautiful. Today you are worthy, and from now on you must be. You are strong, faithful, beautiful and alive. I'll carry you with pride and grace and I won't be afraid to look you in the face and say I love you. (written fall of 07)